I managed to upset everyone I love and I’m not quite sure how. I hate myself. 

I truly enjoy Andrew’s presence. I love the kid to death. I’m pretty sure I would do anything for him. I just have never told him this but I love him. I love him to pieces. He’s so overprotective of me and he’s the biggest sweetheart regardless of what anyone else says about him. Sure he’s had some bad reputations with girls but believe me, he’s trying to change. He knows it was wrong. I’m so proud of him and how he’s grown up. I asked him to hang out tonight and he’s pretty excited about it as am I. I think I’m going to tell him all of this tonight. It all depends on who we’re with. I hated him for the longest of time because he was quite immature towards me and one day he came over and apologized and it was like no time had passed and we became best friends again. I love you Andrew stay strong buddy! 

lol look we were so cute and best friends and he loved me and took care of me and made me feel special and cared about me. NOW LOOK LOL HE FUCKING HATES ME COULD CARE LESS ABOUT ME USES ME AND WILL NEVER GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME. 

lifes a bitch